digestion of the poet is the last day of sun (part 2)
I'm hungry. I'm going to buy food without balance. A sandwich is quite expensive because of the ham and bread grains. And various pastries. I do not eat everything, I leave food on the bench and I know that I spotted a bum and a few followers will come and make his meal.
I left the park, I go to a movie and I wonder if I can buy popcorn. I can not. I have to buy a ticket. I take it, it is expensive. I never go to the cinema. I'm salty popcorn and go out to eat. I watch people pass and repass, I see people getting into taxis, I sat on a bench. It yal'université nearby. I do not like this place is reflection as I do. I do not like this place and I do not like students. I'm going. I take a bus, it's nice look out the window.
Like the warmth of churches, it's cool. I go into a church and I sit on a chair not solid at all, in last place. I try to have an intimate relationship with God, I tell myself that it is possible that a truth revealed to me that way, it's quite the time and quite the place. But I can not. Not at all. So I'm going, without making the sign of the cross. I blaspheme and internally. Outside there
donor recruiters. These are young people who perform a job. They think it is better than another job because of the scope humanitarian, or simply human. The truth is that they have just applied for a job found on the Internet. I think and I say to a recruiter who approached me. He replied that no, it is important, it's because people do not care and think only about their small problems of the rich world is wrong. What if everyone gave even that ten euros (yes, that's how they intend to recruit donations for the unemployed and students, telling them that even a little money will prove the greatness of their souls ), and although it would save a lot of children from starvation, or AIDS, it would really help the research that finds nothing. And if she finds nothing, because people do not even ten. I explained to him that people do not want to be solicited, they are tired of having to pay to be born in a country where it takes two supermarket shelves to install all brands of biscuits. They do not want to feel guilty eating and being healthy. I told him everything. I told him it annoys me too, there never really thought about compassion, he does not even believe in his speech to young. He treats me selfish, that continues in my back it is with a mentality like this that people vote right etc etc ... I did not feel like preparing a good speech, and I did not care a bit of my arguments not properly conducted. I've never been very verbal. Usually when I see a donor recruiter, I start to run as if I hurry and no pause. The evening on TV there are commercials that recruiters tell us all at the same time that water is scarce. But I do not feel guilty, at least not like people who wash their cars and watering gardens unnecessary.
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